I've even raped and killed a mountain panda in the hills of Shaanxi.

HAPPY SOLSTICE! (NSFW)

Safe for work: solstice 2001

yeah, also I have these weird beliefs. As does Jeremy. But really half the time I just say things to shock people out of complacency. Like when I say it should be ok to murder your children till they're able to read and write.

I think people shouldn't have boyfriends or girlfriends or whatever until they're able to sustain a lifestyle without one. It doesn't have to be a great lifestyle or whatever, but I had immense trouble in college dating boys who had no desire to control me, whereas the ones who did, well, our relationships were much more successful. Of course when I actually developed my own personal life outside of boyfriends, going back to these kinds of guys was social suicide. And lots of people do this in their teens and twenties, and even worse beyond it.

I think it should be legal to paintball people who break traffic laws. Their cars, rather. Fuck cops and their quotas, they just look for people with lots of different colored SPLATS on the cars, and that's who they ticket. Granted the problem would be people who paintball legally, and people who paintball just to be fuckers, but that can be arranged by licensing the paintballers. It's utterly foolish when, in theory, any idiot can remember how traffic laws work. That is, it's utterly foolish to waste police manpower on this.
( more wacky ideas )

Also, serious about the gun show. Even if you are a tree-hugging gun hater, don't you want to see how the other half lives?

i have extreme views.

I don't actually tell people about most of my beliefs and views, unless it's something everyone can agree with - or at least my friends or so. But then I still scale it back unless I think people will take it as a joke. For example, I'm an atheist. Which is not really the majority, but everyone I know more or less. And they are seemingly mostly of the opinion that there is no god, but if you want to believe in god they can't stop you. Maybe they'll even go so far as to say believing in god is an outmoded concept. But no one wants to offend anyone, so they won't say that if you believe in god, you're a special brand of insane. They might even go so far as to say the Pope is a bad man, and yay for attendance worldwide being down, but few people say that Judeo-Christian-Islamic religions have done more harm than good throughout history. Or that their disintegration should be accelerated.

Anyway I'm not going to admit to anything else here. I'm well aware that most of the other things I think would get me labelled a crackpot unless I, for example, wrote it in a funny-rant-style. Besides, while my opinions are fairly extreme, they aren't exactly dear to my heart and I'd probably change them for whomever gave me enough money.


too much Sex and the City

I just read the First Chapter of the book the series was based on. It seems far more cynical and bitter about things than anything I've seen on the show. Although season 3 just started on HBO2, and I'm not sure what I think about it. Kind of hit and miss really. Which makes sense, I mean how many things are there to say about sex and relationships are there left to say?

Last night's episode was about bisexuals and gender roles, and how apparently people in their 20s are more flexible about that kind of thing. Which I can't argue with, as I believe people are all "bisexual". Which means I don't believe it's a valid label, unless you really actually have no preference. I suppose there are people who don't, but most "bisexuals" fuck either sex and date the opposite sex. Which more or less makes them straight in my book.

The main reason I'm watching it, though, is because Miranda reminds me of me, and it's frankly scary. Well, except that I have no career ambition whatsoever, but then I'm still "young."


Homosexual Marriage

I'm pretty much of the opinion that there's no reason for gays to be denied the same rights as straights to be miserable and have alimony payments and such. Although honestly the more I read about marriage laws, the more I think that the civil institution is just outdated. I mean I guess there still needs to be a mechanism in place for resultant children or whatnot, since you can't split them up like a record collection when you break up.