definitions
Mar. 11th, 2002 11:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lauralhI hate it when new variables enter into the equation of me, because then I have to redefine myself. Until then I feel completely nebulous and approaching zero.
My standard approach is to mull over the problem, then come to a decision as quickly as is feasible, and then say, "OK, I am now X, so I feel Y and Z and do A and B." It makes life a lot easier when you don't actually have to think about what you're supposed to do, because you create a template and just go off from there.
On the other hand, it means I tend to create new Laural-paradigms rather quickly, and can change into a completely different person one day to the next. I usually don't do that, because they don't stick so well when made so quickly in succession. But nonetheless I don't always make the best decision about which paradigm to slide into, and I can get stuck in really stupid situations, just because I've decided that I'm the Kind of Person to do That. However foolish That may be.
So now, I think, I should not do that so much. But of course then I'm all nebulous and confused, and then I overthink. Ugh.
My standard approach is to mull over the problem, then come to a decision as quickly as is feasible, and then say, "OK, I am now X, so I feel Y and Z and do A and B." It makes life a lot easier when you don't actually have to think about what you're supposed to do, because you create a template and just go off from there.
On the other hand, it means I tend to create new Laural-paradigms rather quickly, and can change into a completely different person one day to the next. I usually don't do that, because they don't stick so well when made so quickly in succession. But nonetheless I don't always make the best decision about which paradigm to slide into, and I can get stuck in really stupid situations, just because I've decided that I'm the Kind of Person to do That. However foolish That may be.
So now, I think, I should not do that so much. But of course then I'm all nebulous and confused, and then I overthink. Ugh.
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Date: 2002-03-11 07:03 pm (UTC)