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lauralh long distance "relationships" and polyamory
but really i wonder, is that it?
is that all life and love has to offer?
to me it's all settling for less than I (or they) deserve...
but is that maybe the actual best we can do?
that thought disgusts me.
but they all seem pretty satisfied.
(and even though I'm so very entertaining, I'm sleeping alone tonight.
because tonight is just like any other night.)
and then, they showed the Sex and the City pilot tonight. it's pretty good although the Mr. Big character is terribly dopey. Miranda on the other hand is brilliant and my hero. but the questions brought up were similar. although that focused on shallow casual sex being the end-all. with the last lines of the episode being:
have you ever been in love?
abso-fucking-lutely.
does that happen? did I pass my soulmate on the street and not notice him, because his hair wasn't brushed? if i'd dropped my purse would he have picked it up?
not that I believe in soulmates, just compatibility. the only people I'm compatible with won't date me. so i guess we aren't so compatible, eh?
but really i wonder, is that it?
is that all life and love has to offer?
to me it's all settling for less than I (or they) deserve...
but is that maybe the actual best we can do?
that thought disgusts me.
but they all seem pretty satisfied.
(and even though I'm so very entertaining, I'm sleeping alone tonight.
because tonight is just like any other night.)
and then, they showed the Sex and the City pilot tonight. it's pretty good although the Mr. Big character is terribly dopey. Miranda on the other hand is brilliant and my hero. but the questions brought up were similar. although that focused on shallow casual sex being the end-all. with the last lines of the episode being:
have you ever been in love?
abso-fucking-lutely.
does that happen? did I pass my soulmate on the street and not notice him, because his hair wasn't brushed? if i'd dropped my purse would he have picked it up?
not that I believe in soulmates, just compatibility. the only people I'm compatible with won't date me. so i guess we aren't so compatible, eh?
