I managed to get to sleep before 11 last night; unfortunately Nick decided that since he had to get up for a 9am meeting, he would go to bed at the same time that I did. Which would have been fine had I not had all this sexual tension that I wanted to be rid of. Instead I had to just lie back and think of cold showers.
So I'm feeling vaguely normal today, and I've vowed to make it a caffeine-free day. It's one of the least harmful drugs, I know, but I'm sure it's at least half the reason my heart rate was so high last night - yesterday I had tea for breakfast and a mocha with lunch, or at least half a mocha with lunch and the rest back at the office. I thought I could put the cover on it and put it in my bag, but naturally it just splashed right out of the drink-hole, onto my bag.
But today is a water-only day, or will be till I get to lunch and have a diet Coke. So far, so good. I feel like enough of a normal human being right now to avoid it.
So I'm feeling vaguely normal today, and I've vowed to make it a caffeine-free day. It's one of the least harmful drugs, I know, but I'm sure it's at least half the reason my heart rate was so high last night - yesterday I had tea for breakfast and a mocha with lunch, or at least half a mocha with lunch and the rest back at the office. I thought I could put the cover on it and put it in my bag, but naturally it just splashed right out of the drink-hole, onto my bag.
But today is a water-only day, or will be till I get to lunch and have a diet Coke. So far, so good. I feel like enough of a normal human being right now to avoid it.