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[lauralh]

So I read some of the "how to get women to like you" sites out there, because it really truly puzzles me how otherwise interesting and handsome men can have such bad luck with the girls. I basically used to assume that these guys liked the girls who didn't like them, because they never liked me. Fuckin' "nice guys." But then again there's also the "most women are insane" theory, and anecdotal evidence seems to bear this out to the point that I'm "scared straight" in the most literal way possible. And reading these sites on how to pick up women - I mean, I can see how it could work on most women, but it terrifies me to the core that I'm gonna meet an otherwise great guy and he'll start pulling this kind of bullshit on me, and I'll be so frustrated that I'll never want to talk to him again.

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Five days till birfday; party tomorrow. I decided to wear my black clingy dress to make it a sense of occasion. I hope I don't look too fat in it.