the lesson is, never try
Nov. 4th, 2002 04:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lauralhI like my hot tub a lot, but I don't enjoy it much when both A and B are true, where A is no one else is with me, and B is that I'm in an overly introspective mood. So introspective that I was thinking in the shower about hiow I should stop thinking. And then I got dressed and started putting my clean clothes away (I still need to make my bed, the sheets are in the dryer so I slept on the mattress cover last night with a naked comforter and pillow). I put on my Mates of States CD and after hanging up a few shirts I felt like crying. I immediately took some 5-HTP, then lay down till the feeling passed.
Gotta look for some more jobs. Applied to several (over 8) before my 'net died this morning, but well, then it died. Back to the grind. I'd like to do my unemployed friends' benefits claims in exchange for 10% or something, but that's not so likely. And I don't have the energy to do much else lately.
Gotta look for some more jobs. Applied to several (over 8) before my 'net died this morning, but well, then it died. Back to the grind. I'd like to do my unemployed friends' benefits claims in exchange for 10% or something, but that's not so likely. And I don't have the energy to do much else lately.
