it was too early on a monday morning for schizophrenic ramblings...

After a hard afternoon of skiing and eating Indian food, I passed out around nine last night. But then I woke up from a dream (of being lost) thanks to a coughing spat. After clearing out my lungs it took me forever to get back to sleep because of horniness, but I was too tired to actually do anything about it beyond waking up every five minutes. My celibacy bothers me a lot at times.

This weekend I decided that purchasing exciting, sexy electronic gadgets only sublimates sexual desire for so long, especially when you live with someone that you actually want to fuck on a daily basis. Not that this had anything to do with buying the shit, at least not on a conscious level, but I thought it was an interesting observation.

So the only possible solution is to start working out again, I suppose.

blows my mind to think of it...

I've been with the same guy for five years.

blocking

I was wondering why my AIM was so quiet today, when I realized I'd blocked one of my more annoying distractors this weekend. Hee.

Someone with a strange handle messaged me this weekend, but it was just one of my "buddies" with a modified handle, that he used when he didn't want weirdos messaging him. I asked him why he didn't just block them? and he said that he didn't want them to KNOW he didn't want to talk to them. Which is funny because you know, they can't tell. Plus it's definitely fifth-grade behavior or something, which always entertains me...

speak of the devil

He just sent me this article: SUICIDES MOST COMMON ON SUNNIEST DAYS.